climb, i climb
if only I could touch the sky
one branch 
then another
almost there

this wind
tosses me to and fro
only it's inside
unsteady

i grasp for stability
only air touches my skin
abrasive
cold
unwelcoming

i'm falling 
fallling
so fast
so far
so gone

i cry out
will anyone know
does anyone care
I lost my grip
now i lie here 
still
so still
body molding to the ground

i wait
no one come
no one cares
bandage wrapped around my arm
i'll say it was an accident
even i believe it to be so

but one day even i will know
that truly i just let go

when that time comes 
it will also be true
as it always was
that my life matters
same as yours