Don’t say I’m bold

Some time last year, I was showing my friend a message I had typed up to send to a guy I thought was cute and she said "wow, yeah, that's bold--go for it". I immediately shrunk inwardly when she said that. Her head turned sideways and she said "Why do you always take boldness as [...]

me to me: get out the way

Do you ever feel like you are your own worst enemy? Well dude-- that's been my life lately. *le sigh* Sometimes I am just disgusted with how insecure I can be. Like shouldn't I be over this by now? So often I feel as if I am riding on the highs and lows of each [...]

strength.

* The majority of this post was originally written in October of 2018 and was never shared, the last half was written June 2019* Lately, I have been a whole lot of confused. This confusion has mostly stayed deep within me, or at least its existence has not bothered me. Until now. I finally hit [...]

why hiding is overrated

Ya know, I am twenty-one years old. Twenty-one. That is still hard to comprehend since I still feel like I’m a freshman in high school. To see how I’ve actually grown up and changed, I really have to take some intentional time to sit down and reflect on my life. Which is fine by me, [...]

Small Talk? No, thanks.

For as long as I can remember, I have consistently asked for prayer to overcome my "shyness". I've always felt that I'm supposed to be super outgoing and persistent in my pursuit of conversation with people. I thought I was so weird because I absolutely hate group settings (for the most part). I live for [...]