helpless, hopeless + lost

L o s s . This world is full of such loss and pain. The older I get the more that becomes evident to me. So painfully evident. Truly, I hope to never grow numb to the pains of other people just because they happen over and over again through the lives of different people. [...]

me to me: get out the way

Do you ever feel like you are your own worst enemy? Well dude-- that's been my life lately. *le sigh* Sometimes I am just disgusted with how insecure I can be. Like shouldn't I be over this by now? So often I feel as if I am riding on the highs and lows of each [...]

the girl who cut her hair

This past Sunday some stuff went down. In a good way. There was this girl who used to be in youth group with me visiting our church (she lives far away now). And guys, lemme tellll ya, God superrr used her to really speak to my heart, and we didn't even speak to each other [...]

strength.

* The majority of this post was originally written in October of 2018 and was never shared, the last half was written June 2019* Lately, I have been a whole lot of confused. This confusion has mostly stayed deep within me, or at least its existence has not bothered me. Until now. I finally hit [...]

Mother.

Today I was listening to a song by Bethany Dillon called “You’re the Best Song”. Every time I hear this song, it stirs within me this deep longing to be apart of nurturing a child and helping them to grow up to follow Christ. I included the lyrics at the end of this post, and [...]

look at me. but don’t.

I am a sloth. And I'm not talking about that cute lil animal up in the trees. Though, I wish I was. It seems lately that this word had been coming up over and over again in my life. Until now, I always misunderstood it. This word has shown up in my personality profiles, and more recently [...]